so here it is. sometimes i dont get people. i mean, they wanna know all my secrets, but to not include me in on the things just makes me kinda not wanna trust them. i mean if they cant trust me with what theyre sayin then i cant trust them right? i dunno. but i dunno even why im fussin over this. if i do its gonna be like junior high and high school shit again and i dont really want to get back into that fuckin mode.